Back in canada, adrift in a sea of possibility

Ok, as many of you have noticed and loudly pointed out, i'm not actually in Chiang-Mai anymore, and there's a bit of hole in the story of how i returned to Canada, etc. etc.

So, back in vancouver right now, sitting around filling out job and grad school applications and wondering what the future might hold. Got back from Thailand in december, spend christmas with my family, then flew to Cleveland to spend chanukah with Care and her family. It was pretty good, got the best of both worlds with christian and jewish holidays and warm family love from everyone. Spent a couple weeks in kingston with Care hanging out, revisiting the old haunts and thinking about what i was going to do with my future (notice a pattern forming?). Gourmet Pizza and alcoholism aside, it was strange to back in kingston and not be in school... I think i may have moved on from the town itself, although it was nice to see old friends and catch up.

Flash to Vancouver, where for the past two weeks i've been doing lots of nothing and... wait for it... thinking about what i'm going to do in the future...

Please reference the title of the blog... That's what i'm thinking at this point...

So, at the end of it all, i'm fairly commited to the idea of doing a research master's degree in Aerospace engineering, preferably at a school which will give me lots of money to go there... In the meantime I need a somewhat throwaway job in Vancouver to keep me supplied with money...

Anyways, simple in theory, but now i need to actually get off my ass and do it... Damn apathy bred through extended south east asian vacations...